they say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone / / they say that your darkest hour comes before your dawn

Sunday, August 29, 2010


Bulletproof. Impassable.
Impregnable. Indomitable.
Insuperable. Inviolable.
Invulnerable. Irresistible.
Powerful. Strong.
Unassailable. Unattackable.
Unbeatable. Unconquerable.
Undefeatable. Unsurmountable.
Untouchable. Unyielding.

I feel it in my bones.

"“We can't afford to be innocent, stand up and face the enemy. It's a do or die situation, we will be invincible.”
~ Pat Benatar.
Right now, I feel incredibly good about this, and not a single bit sorry about it either. For once, after an immense amount of time, I don't feel the need to prove myself to you. You don't matter. You never did, and you never will. You're some crazy made up fear that I created in my head. You don't matter at all. It's not about you - It's about me.

I feel really, super duper, amazingly great about this. I've suddenly awoke from a terrible dream I refused to escape from, and now everything's so much brighter than I could have ever imagined. There really isn't anything you could say or do right now, or ever, to change the way I feel. You can't take this from me. I won't let you. It's impossible for you. You're not good enough, and I'm more than enough to sustain this feeling.

Have a good life on your own. You're never coming back. Not as long as I'm around. You'll never change. You think you're invincible. I feel sorry for you because you will always stray. You're only fooling yourself.

1 comment:

  1. hey, i'm from germany and i found your blog today, and it makes me really happy, because i only have read the first post and i love it.
    greetings :)