Tuesday, November 16, 2010
I guess it's also because I'm afraid to make long term commitments with someone. Probably because I'm afraid of ending up like my parents - in a loveless marriage that ended in divorce. My parents divorce was the best thing that ever happened, but in some way it crushed my belief that forever really does exist between two people. Then again, I'm not my mother and I won't make the same decisions she did. Who knows, maybe I'll find that forever kind of stuff and live out my perfect life. I guess I won't know until it happens. If it ever does.