they say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone / / they say that your darkest hour comes before your dawn

Friday, April 27, 2012

Boyfriend created a house party event on Facebook.

He added this, just for my peace of mind:

"There are only a couple of rules. No smoking inside the house. If your going to go into the lounge room, take off your shoes because i don't want to be cleaning mud off of the fucking floor."

He knows me too well.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

What I'm Looking For:

Probably the most judgemental and bitchy thing I’ve ever written to cull the duds from the studs.

“If you have a tribal tattoo (or planning on getting one), an eyebrow and/or lip piercing, listen to rock music that was popular in your parents’ generation, unable to speak English like a normal person, or drive a commodore/falcon - I don’t want to speak to you.”

Cull the duds from the studs. I am terrible and have no soul.

Decided to remake an profile.

Some guy sent me this message on Facebook:

“Hey there. I haven’t talked to you before but I have seen you on here and thought I’d fill you in on something. Either you or someone who is pretending to be you is on Oasis Active. I only say this as it says you are on a relationship here so I just wanted to make sure everything was kosher If you are on there legitimately though, accept my request haha - omaz”


I got another message on Facebook from some guy wondering why I wouldn’t talk to him. My profile is a fucking joke, people. When I checked my profile just before, I had like 200+ requests waiting to be approved.

This time, I won’t make my online nickname my actual name. I don’t know what I was thinking when I did that /facepalm.
And I’ll pick photos that are old, or that I never uploaded on Facebook so people won’t track me down. Those nosey parkers.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Joining !!!

Michael and I have made a bet to see who'll get the most requests within a week. Loser cooks tacos for next week.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Candlelit dinner by myself, a glass of red wine, and Adele blasting through the house.

It’s a good thing I don’t hate any of my ex boyfriends/lovers/whatevers otherwise I’m sure they’d receive some sort of drunken spiel about how much of an asshole they truly were.

~Oh, wait~

Saturday, April 21, 2012


Girls night at mine was a success. Falling asleep without cuddles seems near impossible. The notion that it’s 1am and I’ve been awake since 5:30am means that I’ll sleep. Eventually.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Sorted into the Ravenclaw house.

Yeah, all right. Suppose that’s appropriate because I’m a ~genius and all.~ Add me to your friends list - BludgerScarlet15060 (:

Please be aware that the use of ~ implies sarcasm. I am by no means a genius.

Now I’m off to see Kelly for catch ups and a possible Cheap Ass Tuesday movie ! I’ve been ready for tonight’s plans since about 10am. Excited ? Obviously !

Friday, April 13, 2012

4 minutes after I posted about wanting to spend the night with Michael, he txt me.

“I love you =)”


What is this witchcraft ?!

Clearly I have no life.


I hate working towards a career. Sometimes I think about how easy life would be right now if I had fucking gone to Uni straight after school instead of fucking around between here and Melbourne. But if I did that, I wouldn't have the kickass life I have right now. I mean, I'm still on track with the plans I made career-wise when I was younger; I just thought it'd be easier. I'm actually running a little behind my scheduled career take off, but that's naturally who I am. I am always late, for everything, no matter how hard I try to be on time.

The thing I like most about the grown adult I'm becoming is that I'm career orientated. I don't want to settle down, get married, have kids, blah blah blah, right now, or any time soon. I want to become a nurse, I want to work and gain experience and knowledge in my field, I want to be respected at my place of employment, and I will be in due time. It's all a matter of timing.

Which is ironic, since I have terrible timing skills.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Doing some mandatory online training at home for work.

It would probably help me a great deal if I were, I don’t know, actually paying attention to the information I’m reading instead of just looking it over. Feels like year 12 all over again - picking the answer that seems like the most logical response because heaven knows I wan’t paying attention.

16% down, and I’ve passed the first micro-quiz. It’s too early for this shit.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

A quick pic.

Half n half photo of my Sailor Moon inspired hair from Saturday night. Much easier to do than you’d think. I didn’t have any proper hair clips so I just used my little strawberry clips instead.

Monday, April 9, 2012


Internet is down. Spent 30 minutes of my morning on the phone to TPG, reconfigured my modem all over again, tried all the phone ports in the house, and all they can say is, "try a new phone cable." Thanks D;

At least the tech support girl was super friendly and helpful. Super grateful for that (:

Sunday, April 8, 2012

I'm in a glass case of emotion !

Last night was John's 21st costume birthday party. I bought two bottles of red wine; finished only one of them. I put on my generic sailor school uniform and did my hair Sailor Moon style because it was the most iconic anime hair style I could think of. Remind me for future reference to never leave my forehead without a fringe. Fucking hell, I look terrible.

I spent most of the night outside in the freezing cold smoking and drinking with some of my favourite girls. I introduced Heather [our American friend who lives with us now] to almost everyone I spoke to last night. We ventured down to the local shops to see Rachie while she was working; Heather kept handing me salt and vinegar chips; Rachel was the envy of everyone in her kigurumi; Looker looked better in my denim cut off shorts that I do; Alex froze his ass off in his speedo; Trav pulled an epic The Joker costume; and if Michael had kept up his "American accent," I probably would have punched him.

I was drunk for about an hour or so of the night, thanks to waking up at 6am and getting to the party at 5pm. I feel like absolute shit and Michael and I still have to go to his parents' place for Easter today. I think I might just melt into the couch right now and never return.

Friday, April 6, 2012

Morning Glory treats !

A wile ago Michael bought me some goodies from Morning Glory - Cute hair ties and a tiny Yoshi. He’s hanging from my rear view mirror in my car now. So cute !

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Most satisfying workout of my life.

I had sweat dripping everywhere, my hair was all messed up, my body was burning, and I was pushing harder than ever. I feel so good about it. I kept smiling to myself because I could feel how much stronger and fitter I've become over the past few weeks.

I've finally decided what I'm going to do fitness wise once Bootcamp is over - karate with my boyfriend's parents every Monday night [they run their own classes] and gym for an hour every every Wednesday and Friday. I am going to be the fittest bitch ever. I don't even care about slimming down anymore.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Best friends means...

So this is my best friend, Ryan, in case you haven’t heard after the countless mentions he’s had throughout my personal posts. We’ve been best friends for about 6 years or so, which would make him my longest running best friend. I also share Ryan as a best friend with my brother and another one of my best friends, Bradley. That’s a little confusing but people who know me understand. We’re kind of a little family, the four of us, and I can’t imagine anything tearing us apart. Those are the boys I’m going to spend the rest of my life having around.

ANYWAY, for my 21st birthday Ryan surprised me with probably the most personal gift anyone could get me - a B tattooed behind his left ear. This year was his 21st birthday, so I returned the favour. Now we’re matching (: