I was so wrapped up in my own hell hole that I forgot how tough things really were for you too. I just wanted people to see how much I was hurting that I didn't care enough about those hurting around me. I wasn't there for you like a proper friend should have been. You were troubled and needed support, but I was too self absorbed to see it.
There’s an ache inside my chest whenever I think about how hard your life has been. We haven’t spoken in several years. I’m sorry.
Life will get better for you.